relive

funny how you can totally forget something for a long time and then end up coming back to it and feeling even better about it than before. Yes, its possible. For as of right now i've come back to this site!..and its even better:)

school

what is school???besides a learning facility????,..I know for sure school does not only teach you math, english, science,ect., In school we learn about others and our selves. We not always like what wee learn, and it takes a while to learn things. I know for sure i learned a lot this year, and didn't like everything i learned. I saw some sides to people, some good others well,....not as much. I'm thankful for all the friends i made and have. I can truly say school gave a lot to me this year. Yet now i'm sure i'm no the only one who is just waiting to sit down and soak up the sun.

define poor

wat really is it to be poor? Not the dictionary meaning of. Well to me being poor means lacking a heart, As in not being able to love anyone or anything.Also when ur not loved by anyone or anything, that to me is the true meaning of the word POOR

chances

just when think you'll never gain anything by taking a chance,....u take it and bammm! something new and wonderful comes out. now im glad i took that chance and hope it brings something good. you can never know or guess too much

book

I have finally decided to take the step. You see a had always doubted the fact of how good my writing is, yet i love to write and it's my love. So i've always been delaying the option of trying to write a book,.....but today, thanks to some inspiration,..... that came to me with out the person even realizing, i've decided to take the step and start writing my book!I want to write and now i guess i will. I'll be hard, yet im willing to take that next step in my passion for writing.

Robert Pattison

Personally im a fan of robert pattison, yet he always gets soooo much attention, good and bad!i mean yeah sooo he's a huge movie star and he's almost the perfect guy in twilight yet can people give him a break,...i truly am obsessed with him yet not stocker like and i think a lot of celebs like him should really stop getting bugged by the media,.....then again, most of them create their fame like that. Well i just wrote this because i love rob as a person,..not that i know him well enough,...but i love what he does and i'm glad i don't over do it when it comes to liking him.(at times)who knows mabye someday i will finally get to meet him. Till that day comes i will forever keep writting in hope people might actually listen to me about everything:)

Paranormal Activity!

OK!, so i just saw that movie paranormal activity,...and it wasn't sooo scary, more like creepy and weird!,.....yet i still question if its real or not. Who knows?,...and is there any more evidence that supports it. If it is true,...all i have to say is poor girl!!!!!! I also heard there's a lot of different endings to it. Ohh well over all it was a good movie and certainly catches your attention.

I didn't know till I tried

To think that when you actually have time,...you just don't know what to do! Lately I've had time to do many things i can't usually do while in school, yet i haven't them. And there's only one thing that i got out of it. I've had time to think! It's funny how now a days, many people don't have "time",..yet really we do!
We can make time!bet you've heard that before!but, it's so true!,..because honestly most of us don't think of everything we do,....its like at certain times were on autopilot. So i guess what i'm trying to say is just think more!Plan things out!and for those people who already do!, i give them a big! round of applause! because now i use my head or you can say brain, to plan things out and make time. To think that many people have told me this!hahah guess i didn't know till i tried. That was just one thing i got out of doing nothing; i got the power to think. As for the rest of my ideas that i received this day,...well im still pondering.

strike!

First of all,...my heart goes out to all the dedicated and amazing teachers out there! like many schools, my school has gone on strike,...well my teachers have. I have at least have a handful of teachers that i can truly say they don't deserve the pink slip they got,...well no one does.It's sad how many lives it can effect. In a world with no perfection, this is one of those imperfections. What better teachers to have,....then the ones the kids already know and love. Now i just wish the district could see that. keep hope teachers!,...the truth is always heard,....no matter the out come.

what i once lost

Have you ever felt the real feeling of loosing?,....I have. Here's my what happened , you see in middle school, i use to like this boy, and i had a feeling i would know him my whole life! He was truly the one!, just perfect!, i had a feeling that even if i didn't end up datting him, he would forever remain my good friend. Mabye it was faith, mabye it was ment to be, but he ended up moving!,.....and at that point i truly felt like i had lost,...our good bye was quite strange, i said goodbye and so did he but he wanted to tell me something in private i guess, but i just couldn't do it, i ended up saying bye and not going over to where he was standing to see what he wanted to tell me. To this day i still wonder what he would have said,.... was it just a hug goodbye?, was it a love confession?,...or was it a simple hope to see you soon?,....i guess i'll never know and i guess i have now lost.

What an awsome teacher!....but no more "fuck"

So today in class i sit and wonder,..hmmmmm is it gonna be another day of romeo and juliet!? I hoped not! but as the bell rang and class was into session,....haha wat do you know! it is another one of those days! not that i don't love shakesphere,...because as girl who really wants to become a writer,....Shakesphere is my idol!,...but we listen to his play on my teacher's ipod. So here's how my day actually (in 5th period) actually changed. My dear teacher was trying to help us understand the violence that goes on in the book(day of silence!) and some how her lesson became some wat interesting! She writes down the word "fuck" and gives us a lecture on how it bugs her how she hears that word every day at least 5times and more! and more than half of the people don't know what there saying! so she told us the original meaning of it. Did you know it is an actually just stood for,........."For Unlawful Carnal Knowledge",..i bet most of you didn't know that. So i thought to my self, when am i ever going to need that in a sentence!,....so thanks to my teacher,......from this day on i will never say the work fuck again!:)

quick thinking

I've played waterpolo this year and my coach always told us that playing this sport always involved quick thinking! and fast! haha but truly, i never once actually thought about what i was doing! I would go in there all scared that some big girl was gonna drown me to death,....turns out they can....but they i'm alive!,.....yet to my coach!,......quick thinking is not always the best, at times i guess u should just take time to realize,....ooh and never let the enemy grab a hold of you,....hard enough to pull you!

today

Have u ever felt the feeling of wanting to achieve something better in life? Well i'm sure most do. They say America is a free country yet are we really free? who is to judge? I am for sure not. Yet when it comes to achieving something, ask yourself who is in your way?........is it politics, laws etc., or yourself.